dean karnazes ftw

i saw a movie tonight about dean karnazes and his 50 marathons in 50 states in 50 days journey. and at the end, he talked about how some people run away from things, and some people run to things.
which am i?
i started out by running away. i was running from my ghosts, in a way. i think i was running from myself.
then it slowly morphed into running to something by running away, if that makes any sense. the further away that i got from whatever i was running away from, the closer i got to what i was running to. i was running away from myself, but i was also running to myself.
now what? i think i'm running to things. somedays i run away. earlier this year i did a lot of running away. i try to run away from running, but that never works very well. maybe i just want to think i'm running to something, when, really, i'm not moving at all.