the lorelai effect

i have been cursed by "the lorelai effect"
the lorelai effect goes as follows:
on gilmore girls, lorelai is starting to plan her wedding with luke when, out of nowhere, she and sookie pass by a bridal shop, and there, right there, is the most beautiful, most perfect wedding dress she has ever seen. they go in, and it's just perfect, everything she's ever wanted. and, somehow, it is in her size. and then, the church has an opening and a sale, the flowers are on sale, and everything just falls into place in one day. and she has the dress that she has always wanted and the flowers she wants and the most beautiful church and a date (june third) and she is worried that things are going oto perfectly. well, after that, she finds out about luke's daughter and things her weird and they end up breaking up (driving her into the arms of the horrible chirstopher, then turns to her marrying him and he's a real idiot and a jerk and i hate that guy. but that has nothing to do with this.) but that episode was on earlier this week and it freaking cursed me.

ok. so my week started off so perfectly, with meeting hank and john. and i was on this incredible high that i floated around on and i was so over the top. and then on tuesday, obama got elected, and i know none of my friends like him, but it really, really do and i was so proud that my country had made a choice that will save us from the spiral that we are falling down and restore my faith in the country and humanity. so i was floating around on that on top of my hank and john high. and on wednesday, i messed up during a math test, but i was still just so happy and exuberant that it didn't bother me. i surged ahead on nanowrimo and floated around on that. but yesterday, i messed up really badly on another part of my math test (but thomas totally restored my happiness) and then found out that i didn't have a ride to state tomorrow. but i thought, yeah, ok, i can get one tomorrow (tomorrow being today). i went home to write, and ..... nothing. absoluetly nothing. there was a sudden knowledge of how my story will end while coming home, but i can't write that yet. and still today... nothing. and on the ride front: nothing. no one. i don't get to go. i don't get to see one of my favorite people (laura) race, i don't get to see ross and eric. i've been looking forward to this since the season started. so i have been cursed (not curse of the sweatshirt) by my favorite tv show. thanks, lorelai. plus, i'm not feeling too well. i am a very angry and very upset person right now.