xc thoughts

i kind of forgot that i had a blog.
so homecoming was ok. it wasn't as much fun as last year's dances, but it wasn't horrible. i had more fun at the before and after parties and at the meet than i did at the dance, though. i wish i had felt better, because i feel like i could have had a lot more fun.

there seems to be a massive amount of xc people unable to run, and i am not happy about cutelli's "no runinng" plan. i know that rest is the best way to recover, but i am so upset that i have to miss the meet tomorrow and can't run until monday. i'm going to flip out if i still can't run on monday, because right now it feels like it's going to take longer than that to feel better. i don't want to take time off!!! i've pushed myself so much to get to this point, and if i get slower i'm going to flip. DAMN YOU KNEES!!! what makes me even more sad though is laura. she's hurt worse than i am and has put way more than i have into it. laura has to run! she's too adorable not to.

also on an xc note...
CARRIE I AM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! running varsity. *sniffle* little carrie's all grown up! expect me to be around every corner yelling random things at you "keep it up carrie! carrots are orange! let's go carrie! arnold had a football head! aaaaaaa!!!" i can get annoying. but i am still against those damn cowbells, so i'm not as bad as molly.

be proud of me. i actually have studied for the history test. if i fail, i'm going to put it on the book, because it's so freaking confuisng.